StarBeing, twentyone, howl

Without end,
she breathes.

The filigree howl,
her souls anthem,
manifested in greatness,
in light,
in diamondshining
featherness.

Strength of an ox,
heart of
a
fullblooded vessel
of
space,
watered down
to a speck
of the
ancient
being
she once was.

Become.
Be.
Again.
Anew.
21 portals.
12 days.
13 nights.

Transformation,
without ending.

No expectation.

You can only expect
what you know.

And what you know
you know already,
you have already
been
there.

Pain.

Pain is a threshold.

Without end,
you move across
many.
Some willingly,
some less.

Losen the grip,
move to receive,
don’t tick off a
list.

Breathe with the ferns,
the snow,
the willows
the magic of
being there,
the magic of
being alive.

Run with
the wolves.
Dance with
the crows.
Let the solstice speak.

Listen to the
Powers
of
Life.

Without end,
StarBeing,
Without end.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, twenty, thaw

Snowflake,

you freeze,
you thaw,
you form,
you change,
you melt,
you raise,
you fly,
you accumulate,
you transform,
you re-shape,
you fall again,
you fly,
the wind cathes you,
sideways,
back up,
crashing down,
swooshed in to
a nothingness
where all is dark
and creation
rests,
germinates

Through the soils of
Earth’s
water
you wake up
again

with the rain-
worms
and
clover

You spend what
feels
like a lifetime
as dreary
rain

There she is again,
Mother Winter,
eternal crystal queen

She picks you up,
she condenses you,
you crystalize,
become crystalline,
inviting new
light,
new life,
freeze to settle,
release to
dance

in to the form,
the shape of
life
you need to
take
right now,

Snowflake

StarBeing

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, eighteen, strength

Healing
isn’t always peaceful,
he spoke on Instagram,
AbleHeart

Live in the goodness
of Life,
a scribbled note
in my stack
said.

Stop running,
turn around and
face it,
he said.

You are right
where
you’re supposed
to be,
she sang.
Aurora

When the goodness
of life
takes a struggle
to see,
as the
heavy
black
curtain
is choking the heart
and the self ,
running
being all you
do,
all you know,
to escape
Hearing
healing isn’t always peaceful,
that freedom begins
when you turn
around
and face it,
when you
let Source
walk you t
hrough
one step at
a time,
it feels like
it might
actually
provide some
strength

Turn around and face it.
You are exactly where
you are asked to
be.
In the pain.

Face it.
Face healing.

Powerful.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, seventeen, now

What matters matter
to you,
StarBeing

What matters matter
to you
my dear
my love
my one and only
living
loving
soul

Do not accept
any hurt
any more
Do not accept

What matters matter
StarBeing

To your soul,
to your light,
to your love,
joy
and
connection

Go back,
Go forwards,
act, live,
sparkle,
receive

Don’t let that
darkness
wedge
any
deeper
in to
any-thing or
any-where

What matters matter
StarBeing.
Go grab it.
Now.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, sixteen, this

Live this life.
Whatever,
however it is
right now.
Live it.

Look for the story
life has to tell you.

Care for your
StarBeing
and the rest
will sort itself out,
will fall in to
place,
or rather
flow in to place,
space,
equation,
the new

Listen to those
with soft voices
and wise hearts,
the fairy queens
and life
adorners

Leave the rest
to the side

Jump at every
chance,
see where it leads you
this life.
This.

StarBeing,this.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, fifteen, dare

Dare to be different.

Light that candle,
count the days
til the
end
of that
luminous torch.

Then light a new
one,
another colour,
another song,
like feet in the
grass
during the
first
dew
of
spring.

Dare to be different,
to show,
to live,
your passions.

Why even call it different?

You are You.
Noone is “the same”.

We all have
the same
Source.

We all are
the same
Source.

Expressed through
different
aspects,
personalities,
creations.

Express the one
through whom
your soul
is looking
through the eyes of.

Take your time when
you need to.
Blast your light,
your colours,
your spheres,
out
bombastically
when you
need to.

Dare to be
You.

Will you take me up
on that dare?

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, twelve, twelve

12:12

Darkness
holds the light
Light
holds the darkness

The key,
the key lies in
“holds”

No such thinga as “not holding”

How do you reach the holding?

By leaning in.
With curiousity.

Lean in.
Be held.
Stay curious.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, ten, listen

In the privacy of  your own heart,
can you rest there?

Can you listen?

In the privacy of your own heart.

Who is the one
beating the drum,
dancing the rhythm,
weaving the song?

What is its sound ?
How does it feel ?
What is spoken ?
What is revealed ?
What is held as true ?

In the privacy of your own heart.

My dear soul,
it felt so dark I could not hold
a light
high enough
to see within
the privacy of my own heart

Now

the walls are tumbling,
the ground is shaking,
the heavens are bursting
and
behind the walls there is gold,
under the ground, clay
of new earth,
in the heavens the green
colour
of spring,
dawn,
heart
of the seasons of
all seasons

The season of return,
in the privacy of my own heart.

There is an anchor,
only the rope seems
too long
to allow the boat
to settle

in the privacy of my own heart.

In the privacy of your own heart
my dear,
is you.
You. StarBeing.
You.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, nine, because

Star’s wisdom
is wider than anything
I have ever
Known

In her playfulness lies a gentleness
wrapped as a totally crazy
devotion
to nudging,
watching,
challenging
disobedience

Star’s wisdom says
break all the rules
that are not of the heart,
which do not make you fly

Keep companionship close,
too close for comfort,
unless
it is neediness
disguised
as companionship
- from your side too,
my dear
from your side too

Star’s wisdom says
look in the mirror,
just don’t
drown in it.

Do it differently
tomorrow
Because
tomorrow
is
different

Go back to school,
walk backwards,
sing a song,
write a new story,
a new life,
a new way of
living,
being,
loving
and moving
in and out
of the world,
anything

Because you can


Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

StarBeing, six, show yourself

This inauthenticity
is killing
me

This song
called life
cannot,
should not,
be lived through
the eyes
of others.

You!
Yes, you!
Right over there!
Step out!
Show yourself!
Fully!

The cries of our
souls
unheard
behind
the season’s newest
boots, jackets, headwear
and radiance copying
botox
plump

It is not global warming
It is not war
It is not junkfood
It is not radiation
It is not AI
that are rendering us
extinct


It is the
slavery to
inauthenticity
which
has lead us
to
what we name
dangers
and
catastrophy

See yourself in
all your
uniqueness
See the bridge
that ties
your authenticity
to the
authenticity
of
everyone
else

Peoples
Land
Mountains
Trees
Lakes
Rivers
Oceans

Everything that
grows and
decays
and grows
and decays.

The winged ones
The finned ones
The fourleggeds
The creepy crawlies

The stars
The galaxies
The planets
This
Us
Now
Life. Alive.
Real.
Authentic.
Being.

Who do I want to be right now?
What is my being reflecting?
How can I align those two
right now
just a little
more?

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025