you freeze, you thaw, you form, you change, you melt, you raise, you fly, you accumulate, you transform, you re-shape, you fall again, you fly, the wind cathes you, sideways, back up, crashing down, swooshed in to a nothingness where all is dark and creation rests, germinates
Through the soils of Earth’s water you wake up again
with the rain- worms and clover
You spend what feels like a lifetime as dreary rain
There she is again, Mother Winter, eternal crystal queen
She picks you up, she condenses you, you crystalize, become crystalline, inviting new light, new life, freeze to settle, release to dance
in to the form, the shape of life you need to take right now,
Your paws are fully grown. You are everything and nothing like your sisters at all.
What seems to me like a moment on the road to somewhere is for you an eternity of ever newness in one long moment which never passes.
Her soulfulness and joyful presence always pushes right in to my being. I do not know how to not live with her. Where she ends and I begin has dissolved.
Maybe there was never a boundary in the first place.
That little fierce puppiness which shook me awake, took hold of not just socks and toilet paper rolls but of lives, of relationships, of the senses where the inner beings meet. That.
“When you focus on separateness, that is what you get”, she says with all her being. “When you listen to the play of movement, that is what you live with”.
“The agenda might be full, but the heart cup is being filled through other means. When you put that one on top of the list watch what happens. Listen inwards. Then observe.”
The guidance from within seems to overflow as we are entering this time of guided light. Enveloped by the dark wintery skies, displaying its dance of Aurora Borealis more and more often, the Star in the Heart sparkling ever brighter, as the milky way pathway lights up, Orion, Ursa Major and many more pulsate with their brightness. This is how we enter in to the arms of the one Mother, the one Father, being held.
December.
December paws. Touching snow. Touching a promise.
Touch.
Touching the infinite being.
Through the heart.
“How do you touch through the heart?”, I hear a giggling whisper. “That is the practice. That is the exploration”.
FlowerOfTheThunderAndLightning 