allow

by

StarBeing, fourteen, stars

I believe in guidance,
in guidance I believe
- yet, I do not seem to
believe
 in
myself

I grasp and grasp
and grasp,
fingernails bleeding,
splinters wedged
underneath them,
grasping still
at the outside,
at confirmation
that I
am allowed
to exist

I believe in guidance,
in guidance I
believe,
yet I cannot seem to see
what guidance
tells me
in this dark world
around me,
at this time

Darkness is there,
so that we can
see the Stars,
StarBeing.

I understand that,
yet why
can I not
see
the stars?

Because you must
wrap yourself
around them,
StarBeing.
Allow the darkness
to fold
to unfold,
challenge the wind,
embrace the rain.

I don’t know if I can.

You can,
StarBeing,
you can.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025 

by

StarBeing, thirteen, override

Speak life in to Being,
Star

StarBeing,
with every word 
every breath,
present yourself.

StarBeing,
I am
StarBeing

I am of
magic,
of crystals,
of life,
of light, 
of all the goodness
holding this universe
together.
I am of
That
StarBeing

Why do we have 
to
emphasize the darkness
so much
that
all we initially see
is the 
mustered force
of things you 
are being shown you
have 
to do
 in this world
to be a bit less
dark?
-	as if evil is inherent.

Why is the pure,
bright,
emphatic,
kind, 
loving,
generous
quality which is
what gives birth to everything
we do
create,
why is that
living power,
life force,
pushed down so
deep ?

Asking the
questions
allows you to
get rid of
them,
StarBeing.

Finding out why
will not
make you
shine any brighter.

Ask.
Understand.
Know.

Do not go there!
Override!
Override the script.
Override the filter,
override the
lie,
override any and
every
thing
which is not you,
The StarBeing.

Override.

Cecilia Gotherstrom, Dec 2025